trashy note

emang bener ya, kata orang "bahagia itu sepaket" tadi siang bahagia banget ngetawain hal2 konyol sama apri
tapi sekarang? hehehe :")

mau ngutip lagu-lagu yang sesuai hati ah~
"lihat aku disini bertahan walau kau slalu menyakiti
hingga air mataku~ tak dapat menetes dan habis terurai
mungkin karena cinta padamu tulus dari hatiku
mungkin karena aku berharap kau dapat mengerti cintaku" -bertahan

"cobalah mengerti semua ini mencari arti
selamanya takkan berhenti
inginkan rasakan rindu ini menjadi satu
biar waktu yang memisahkan"

"Not a million fights
 Could make me hate you 
You're invincible 
Yeah, It's true" 

"I'm alive but I’m losing all my drive 
Cause everything were been through 
And everything about you 
Seemed to be a lie
 A guiltless twisted lie 
It made me learn to hate you 
Or hate myself for letting it pass by "

"My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame: it's you or is it me? 
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed. And there is no sense In playing games, when you done all you can do. "

"And I was crying alone tonight.And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you" 

"I lose myself in all these fights I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away 
The life that I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die."